Anger, O anger, why so near?
You boil to my surface.
Threatening to spill over.
I do not call out to God, my Peace.
I call to my fury.
I feed the beast that hides my pain.
Patient God, how much longer will you wait?
I do not call out to God, my Healer.
I am blinded by the steam.
Drawn in. On the edge.
Will I fall in?
I hear a quiet voice alongside me.
My faithful God,
Blowing gently on my hurt,
Binding my wounds.
I reach for the familiarity of the burn.
He whispers again, “Let it go.”
The soul-binding blanket of anger slips away.
My sight restored.
There I am, on the pinnacle of God’s grace,
His breath on my face.
I draw deeper into His Presence.
Stillness, at last.
This is my attempt to capture a sweet vision of God’s healing salve. We wrestled last night over my anger. O, to be human and in pursuit!! I am thankful He is so much stronger than I! In my mind’s eye, God lifted me from the heat of anger that had captured me and set me gently on a peak. There, the anger fell away – fell into oblivion. Only He remained. It was just the 2 of us. Freedom.